Hatred overwhelmes me

Everywhere where I go,
Everywhere I am,
Everyone I know,
I'm cursed by the damned.

But somewhere within,
I know there is something,
Although this curse is pinned,
But it is forcing me to finish this thing.

I must finish what i started just now,
I must never give in to the devil,
Buy yet i don't know how,
But the feel of accomplishment will just give me the thrill.


It took awhle to write this...(like 10minutes...) so I hope you guys...what was the word I was looking for???NVM...