2014

Healed to be broken,
Mended to be shattered,
Found then lost again,
To me what truly mattered.
Built only to topple,
Risen only to fall again,
Forgot then remembered,
The heart's underlying pain.
Broken but then repaired,
Shattered but then fixed,
Friends that helped and guided,
Throughout all my feelings mixed.
Toppled but yet still towering,
Fallen but yet still standing,
I will continue to fight this fight,
With a faith that is never ending.

Merry Christmas and Happy New Year! It's been a hectic year for me, lots of ups and downs, but I got through it, so this is my year of 2014.

It's love.

It's love.
Like I've never felt it before.
A love so strong with passion,
Making me crave for more.
I saw it coming.
The heartbreak. The pain.
And yet i pretended for once,
That I could love normally again.
It wasn't your fault.
I'm broken and shattered.
But my suffering isn't important,
To me you're all the mattered.
It's love.
Only you I put above.
Desperate I was for you alone,
To finally return my innocent love.

Ecstasy

Kicked down the restraining walls,
I find myself freedom and liberty.
Like a sweet among my bitter days,
Love is now my new remedy.
Myself, I went mad with ecstasy.
Yet, a small part of me, still hollow.
So that small bit grew on its own,
Even though I smiled till tomorrow.
Loneliness returned, bringing pain,
For I was in the dark void once again.

Time

Every dawn a new day,
A fresh start tomorrow,
Every dusk another chance,
To leave behind the sorrow.
At sunrise we watch,
And admire the colors,
But often we forget,
To appreciate others,
After sunset we count,
And see the stars shine,
But often I forsake,
What's already mine.

What is love?

What is love?
They say it's a warm feeling.
Then why do I feel so cold,
Disgusting and unappealing.
What is love?
They say it's an infatuation.
Then why does it feel like
I have a slowly dying passion.
What is love?
They say that love will heal.
Then why is it so painful
Knowing these scars are real.
What is love?
None say that love is death.
Then why do I feel like
That sentence describes it best.

Game of life

Play your cards right,
In this game of life,
For victory and glory,
There must be sacrifice.
The cards get dealt,
No choice on your part,
But you get to choose,
When to play each card.
So that's how you decide,
Which way life takes you,
An influence so small,
Yet still a fact so true.

New Year

The end has come,
So did a new start,
It's time for us,
And a new year to part,
Start with new goals,
New hopes this year,
Yet the ticking of time,
Still strikes such fear.