2013

There was just darkness,
And I only saw nothing,
And yet in total emptiness,
I searched for everything,
I was blind yet still walked,
And roamed like a lost sheep,
I denied myself the truth,
And neglected feelings deep,
and then like a small lit match,
I found the smallest of light,
But in the total darkness,
It truly did feel so bright,
But I took the tiny match,
And lit a lantern to glow,
So I threw the match away,
It was a mistake, I didn't know,
For the lantern blew out quickly,
The match caused darkness to burn,
Though the fire brightly lit my way,
After the darkness it was my turn.


Happy New Year! This sums up my year of 2013 pretty well.

Dear Friend

Just when I thought it was time to give up,
Everyone around me was putting me down,
Suddenly came a beautiful glimmer of hope,
Someone who taught me to flip my frown.
I learned once again what friendship truly was,
Coming from someone who had once felt my pain,
A new friend I found, a new hope, a fresh start,
To feel joy and happiness and emotions again.
Here i dedicate this to you, from my heart,
Especially after all that you've done for me,
Accept my thanks in this poem, dear friend,
Now know I boast you my greatest friend with glee.

Possibly the most personal poem I have written... for someone else.

Distracted by a love you haven't returned
Even worse is that you weren't concerned
Because in secret I kept my love for you
But carefully I waited long and true
It isn't easy lasting three years
Especially since the day you leave nears
Childish may seem a love at first sight
However to me it was nothing but right
Ending with a question I just want to see
Will you please go out with me?


Such memories... The past is the past I guess, can't change what's already happened.

We are warriors

We are warriors
We will fight
Never give up
Day or night

We are warriors
We stay standing
Never give up
Keep defending

We are warriors
Who do good
Never give up
United brotherhood

We are warriors
So bring it on
Never give up
Wars are won

We are warriors
Fear not the grave
Never give up
Warriors are brave!

We are warriors
Feel our wrath
Never give up
Making our path

We are warriors
A shining light
Never give up
Know what is right

We are warriors
Achieving more
Never give up
We'd die at war

We are warriors
Sisters and brothers
Never give up
Fighting for others

We are warriors
But still alas
The peace we won
Won't really last.

Outcast

Discriminated, sent to die.
Denied, I want to cry.
Betrayed, I trust no more.
Tossed aside, my body sore.
Hated, I'm not surprised.
Unloved, my heart's deprived.
Despised, I succumb.
Detested, can't overcome.
Scorned, rejected by all.
Denounced, I slowly fall.
Cheated, no respect for myself.
Depressed, no more mental health.

Universal Love

From the top of mountains,
To the depths of the sea,
Only your love,
Is enough for me.
From planets in space,
To fossils underground,
I feel satisfied,
With this love I have found.
Like buildings unaccepted,
By the flowers and trees,
You have so kindly,
Rejected me.
We can only reap,
The seeds that we sow,
Honestly I just wanted,
For you to know.

Undefinable

Done with are those promised deeds,
Eventually may overcome my needs,
But surely it's impossible,
Because actions aren't reversible.
In my heart I kept you long,
Everything that was right and wrong,
Caught still in that sad past,
How long will this pain last?
Even the best can't write and rhyme,
What is in this love of mine.

Childish

Sometimes I forget how old I am,
Returning to my dream wonderland,
Relax, enjoy, play some games,
Meet beings with peculiar names,
Adventure and mystery altogether,
It doesn't matter if now or never,
Because time was just an obstacle,
Of our now realistic cruel world.

Heartbreak

Will I ever love once more,
As strongly as I did before,
You so kindly broke my heart,
And slowly just tore me apart,
I'm on the floor, I'm on my knees,
I want no more, I'm begging please,
Free me from these chains I'm bound,
And return this great love I found,
But done is the sorrowful deed,
Already it's lost in the past,
You left to deal with my own,
And drown in this sea so vast.

Victor's Cost

We've finally won,
Our enemies' loss,
We may have won,
But lives were cost,
Victory is ours,
Feel glory within,
But we're going to hell,
Because killing's a sin,
Their walls have crumbled,
Our enemies fall again,
There are parties held,
And those still in pain,
Some men are drunk with joy,
Yet other men go insane,
Some day, the sun shines bright,
But others, there is only rain.

Desperation

The devil feeds off our lives,
And stabs us with a thousand knives,
We rise, to be knocked down and fall,
And in last desperation, we call.
Seeking for one chance, last hope.
Life's risky like walking tightrope,
One mistake, fall a thousand feet,
And down to a cruel end we meet.

Loss

I grief the loss,
Of feelings deep,
I take the costs,
My soul it reaps,
My passion gone,
My heart is heavy,
A new age dawns,
Yet I'm not ready.

Fire-power

From the dawn of time,
The world was run,
By clothe and food
And sword and gun,
People so willing
To expand their wealth
At the sacrifice
Of their own health,
The world shall fall
To greed and desire,
Forever to burn
By corrupting fire.

Seperation of distance

How painful it is to be sitting here,
So far away from my one so dear,
More painful that she doesn't care,
That I'm not actually over there,
But still I wish her all the best,
That she recovers well with rest,
Since she just had an operation,
This poem to her is my dedication,
This is my testimony of love for you,
For my love now is as ever so true.


Written for DC, a day after her operation, shared with you today, as I miss her in my heart.